You are the only FATHER I ever known my biologic father passed away when I was only 7 about to turn 8 years. I have experienced poverty. I have experience normal life I have experience great disappointment the rejections and great loss. I know how it feels like to sleep without food while permanently employed. I do not regret that because its know part of my earthly journey. I have come to my lowest point financial I am living today for today. I do not know how I will get out of the debt I made. I thought I was able to make my own way but I was wrong. I have a net of R11700 my monthly instalments including bond is R14000. I have been irresponsible and know I can only turn to YOU. I know YOU are a parent responsibility is part and parcel of YOUR teaching to us as YOUR children I need YOUR special favour. YOU blessed me with love, family, home and day-to-day job I might be selfish to ask for a clean start I need though a way to settle and clean my debt so I can be able to go back to school, assist my brother to go back to school, ndixolise umama she went through hell raising us I feel I own her “Thank you” she was brave and still brave woman. She choose to raise us and give the least education that is Grand 12 (STD 10). I saw her going through pain I look at her struggle to raise us I remember her joy when Monica passed grade 12. I humble beg YOUR special favour. I do not deserve to stand before YOU Jesus because I have sinned I have embarrassed and I have disappointed lost and lost of people because of naïve experimenting and selfishness. I have broken every rule, law and orders YOU said I must not break.
I feel that I have a responsibility to empower and lead a young lady but I have to change my way of living. HOLY SPIRIT GREAT COMFORTER do not leave me do not forsake me. I need YOU JESUS CHRIST son of LIVING GOD. Direct my path lead me so that I can lead others.
I pray for Nozibele, Lukhanayo, Spelele, Sidwell. Ethwell, Mzwanele, FUndiswaa, my manager Siyanda my other co-workers Denzyl, Collete and other people we are directly serving. My section that I am supervising so that I can be able to deliver what is expected of us. I pray that we may be the shelter and the leading District Office is Eastern Cape to South Africa, Africa and World wide. I pray for our DIstrict manager to be a wise , selfish less leader to all.
Remember Izenzo Baptized Church the pastor and his wife the church leadership the whole congregation lead them always never let go of their hand till YOU come back for YOUR CHURCH
I pray and thank YOU JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH
AMEN AMEN and AMEN