God I am really so depressed right now i have noone to talk about my problem i have but i dont feel like disturbing them and the other reason i felt like maybe they will gossip about me maybe…I really so upset i sent him a letter but i have no idea whether he read it anot my heart is so confused i miss him i want to talk to him again…i love him i keep wondering am i that bad for not having anyone to love me in my life except my parents am i going to be ALONE FOREVER?! i know i am childish but that is all i really love all of them but they ended up wont be right there for me is this my life ?not having anyone to talk or communicate at all!!! I feel so alone sometimes when i have to face everything i am facing now alone! i need him back or at least i need someone that i can express all of my sadness to a shoulder for me to cry i really cant handle this at all anymore i hate myself so much for having such life i hate it!!!i hate everything about me!!!!i really do!! everyone have their love in their life!!but not me well i do have but they leave me with scars and unrecoverable scars…Amen
its been long since i said hi and submitted myself into Your presence i know every day i wake up n thank u but its never enough compared to everything You have been in my life. Today i want to submit myself into ur presence and seek Your forgiveness for all my sins Lord please wash me and clean me so i may become whiter than snow I really want to be remorseful for all that i had done.I really miss ur presence in my life i feel weary and worn out Lord please lift whatever burden i have please. Show me Your way Lord i need You to hold my hand and lead the way just like You used to lemi lean not on my own understanding but lemi trust in You that You will make my path straight. Lord today i want to pray for my friends who are about to get married that You may protect them that i declare in the mighty name of Jesus that whatever plan the enemy has is destroyed. i pray for my parents that You may protect them and my brothers.Lord please give me the strength and the will to study for my upcoming exams.In JESUS name i thank You LORD for the many blessings.
I really don’t know why I stopped talking to you. I think it’s because I am ashamed of what is happening to me and who I have become. I’m so sorry. I know that you’ll always forgive me, but I feel like I don’t deserve it. I am a horrible person, and I deserve all of the bad things that are happening to me.
All I do is make others’ lives harder. I am not helping anyone. I make my mom’s life harder and my dad’s life harder and my sister’s life harder and all of my friends’ lives harder. I just don’t see why I’m here, you know? All I’m doing is adding problems and burdens. That’s why I’m just staying out of their lives now. I’ll just study hard now and try to get as many extracurriculars as I can. I’m trying my hardest, so I can get as far away from this place as possible.
I really don’t know why you sent me to that school, God. I really don’t know. I study and the classes are really hard. The people seemed to be nice, but now all we’re doing is fighting with each other, and I’m started to second-guess if these people are truly my friends or if they’re stabbing me behind my back. However, I am grateful of some who will always stay by my side. They make me laugh and smile, and I am thankful that they’re there because they help me forget all of the bad things at home.
I’m a hypocrite. At school, I smile and laugh and when my friends are sad, I comfort them and tell them that everything will be okay. I can’t even tell myself that. I can help everyone but myself. I am so angry at myself, and that makes me hate myself which makes me even more angry. No one knows but You and him, wherever he is, I hope he can hear me. I hate myself, God, I really do. I try to see the good things out of myself, but I always get put down especially because I wasn’t picked. I don’t feel like I’m good enough. I feel like all my hard work is worth absolutely nothing. It’s trash, I’m trash. I’m starting to lose my confidence now, I really am. I pray that You help me during the interview tomorrow. I really want to work there.
Just for once, God, why can’t it go my way? Why does everything happen the way I don’t want it to be? It’s not fair, and I am so tired because it makes me feel like I am nothing. I work so hard and I get nothing. Why, why? I know that everything is suppose to get better, but it feels like it’s all just getting worse and worse and worse. I think it’s going to get even more worse, and if I can’t handle it now, I don’t know if I will make it in the long run. I’m trying to be strong for Jane because I promised her that I’d always be there for her and I don’t want to leave her behind. I also promised him that I’d be strong and beautiful. I hope he is looking for me, God. I really miss him. Tell him I love him and give him lots of hugs and good night kisses.
Just once, God, I want someone to love me. Is that too much to ask? I feel really silly sometimes for asking for that. I feel pathetic, but it’s all I want. Please send me someone, if I am lucky enough, he will be perfect for me. All I need is him, I swear, I just need him to help me and save me. I’m waiting for him, but it’s really hard and if I hate myself, I can’t love anyone. It makes me so angry.
God, will I ever be good enough? Why do I keep losing? I pray that you have great things in store for me, I really do. When will things get better? Please help me.
I love you, I always will and I always have. Please don’t forget that. I don’t know when’s the next time I’ll talk to you like this, but please forgive me if I don’t talk to you for a while again. I need to collect myself. I feel like all I do is complain to you. Please be patient with me. I’m really sorry. I wonder if you can hear me with all of my problems all the way from Heaven. God, make me a good person, so one day I can see You. Good night.
Here I am again writing to you, because I feel hopeless. I don’t know who to turn on, because the only one I need help from is the one who makes me suffer.
Every night I’m finally praying again, praying for many things, and I want to talk about it now.. I want you to give me the strenght to afford this moment. See, I’m not asking you to make this moment pass soon, or to make things change, but at least to give me strenght, peace, serenity, a way to go on. Of course I’d like all of this to pass. I mean, who would have ever imagined that this could happen? All of a sudden, i found myself with another life, a life that I don’t want.. because he is not here by my side anymore. So, what I’m asking you is to make him come back to me, or at least just to give me the real chance. The chance now that I’m gonna move. If it doesn’t work, im gnna walk away silent, but at least, give me a real chance, not a fake one.
That’s why im also asking you not to put any obstacles between me and him, don’t let us be obstacles, too. Help me through this hard study period, make him come in 2 weeks as he promised. I’m not gonna wait for him to come back as in the past, but I just hope to find out more about what has changed between us. So please, just make him keep his promises.
And eventually, make my dream come true tonight.
PS: When all is said and done, I still love you God.
Dear Sweet Lord, If Garry is going to die can you please let him die in his sleep.. I pray to you, that he is not scared and he goes in peace. Thank you I love you.
PS If your giving out miracles to cure I take that over the above..
I’ve been struggling with so many things, mostly about my relationship with you. I just finished watching the movie Letters to God. It opened not only my eyes but also my heart, that I’m not okay, that my relationship with you is not okay. I have forgotten how to pray or even call your name. I go to church and even serve but I always have this feeling that this is just an activity or a responsibility that’s why I do these things. This movie just made me realize so many things.
Nobody can replace me specially inside my family. I struggle with my family because I am the only one who has this sort faith and relationship with you. But I just realize that life would be such a bore without a little challenge. Now I look upon my situation as stepping stone to success and a life fully committed in serving you.
God, I just want to thank you for giving me my family, my parents and two brothers. Help me overcome the things inside and give me strength to be used in reaching people outside your house
Thank you God and I love you so much :) Amen.
I want to thank you for my beautiful life. please help the right person to find me, and love me. I have nefer felt who is to be loved and to love at the same time. It’s been 3 years since my last bf, will it be another 3 to find the wrong person again? I know You have some cool boy for me, but ..when? i don’t want to be 89 when I’ll find him. Please, give him me..
I can’t believe it is already late May in 2013. Time literally is flashing before my eyes.
God, I really need you right now. I wish I could elaborate how lonely and lost I have felt this past few months. I don’t understand how I can feel this way when you haven given me so much. Doctors have diagnosed me with depression and anxiety but how could that be? I’ve given my life, my soul to you and I still feel like the sadness is eating me away. God, I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I look back at my life and its all going so fast but the days seem long. I wish I could just sit down with you in person and ask you questions I’m dying to know the answers to. I’m so worried no one is going to want to marry me and love me till death. It feels like in this time it’s taking longer for people to want to settle down and have a family, and that scares me. All these games and waiting for the right person overwhelms me. God, please put the person you have designed for me in my path. Please place us in a spot where we will meet soon. I trust you and I know your plans are bigger than my wildest dreams. Give me hope in this time of doubt. “When the pain is severe, He is near to comfort. When the burden is heavy, He is there to lean upon. When depression darkens my soul, He touches me with eternal joy. When I feel empty and alone, He fills my aching heart with His power. My security is in His promise to be near me always, and in the knowledge that He will never let me go.” Psalm 23:4-6
I love you, God. Thank you for everything you have so generously given me. I have so much to be thankful for. Please, I am begging you to help me through this hard chapter of my life. I love you so much.
In Jesus name, amen.
Please help the young women who wrote to you below and said that she feels like trash and she has messed up her family. I pray for her life and her faith in you and herself. Help her to know that since she is made in your image she cannot be trash. She is beautiful, help her to see herself through your eyes God. I remember feeling this way at one point in my life and i know you remember that too God and you showed me your light and your love and took me out of the whole of despair. Because of you and your truth and guidance i know that you are true love and that you created me and others to love our selves and others and anything less is not your will, but we are not on our own, because through your love and strength we can love others as you love us.
With all my Heart
Thank you for all these challenges. I’m not saying I love them nor do I want more; I just want to thank you because these trying situations make me understand myself and the world a little bit more.
But even though I think I’m starting to understand, I’m still scared, God. I think I always will be. Fear is such a huge part of me and I don’t think it will ever go away. But in the midst of it all, I pray for countless sources of comfort… of assurance that You’re there, and that I’ll make it.
Thank you so much for the blessings. Everyday I’ve been praying for you to make all this happen. I’ve been into many downfalls and there are times where I wanna quit but I didn’t because I have faith in You. I am now climbing the stairs of my biggest dream. Thank you so much. And I also wanna thank you for giving me another angel right after the first death anniversary of my little angel Kira. You know that i’ve been questioning you “why” ever since she died. Now I know why. Thank you so much. Amen.
Lately I have been struggling with getting along with mom. I dont know how to make her happy. i feel like shes always upset with me no matter what.. can you help me make things better? she always holds grudges against me and i dont know how to make it better. i know i have made a mistake, yet i am still continuing to make the same mistake over and over again. should i live on my own? should i stick through it and stay here? i dont know what to do god. i feel stuck and i dont know what to do. please help make mom happy.. i want her to be happy. and if it means helping me change my ways, help me change my ways. i trust you god to lead me to the right path. i love you and in Jesus’s name I pray, amen.
I pray to you to let my husband die in his sleep. I dont want him to be scared or put into a hospital. Just let him close his eyes and not wake up.. He has had so many demons in his life, and I pray that when he meets you , you send him back to earth to try life again.
If you can fix him I take that, but I know…
i’d love to thank you for everything you have done for me and my family. id also like your help, ive been trying really hard to be happy & its been hard for me. could you help me out & prove that lifes worth it. thanks for the help
Thank You for answering my prayers. Everything has been getting better and I know it’s because of You. Remember how I promised I’d try to be as You see me? As You intended me to be? I’ve been doing just that, working out and making the best out of the body You’ve given me, seizing opportunities, passing along those that will only sink me, and I know this feeling of empowerment is Your love, protection, and guidance. I fully submit to Your Will dear Father.
I’ve applied for some work to ease the financial strain on my mother. If it’s in Your Divine Plan, please let them get back to be. And if it’s not, lead me down to a better path.
Thank You so much for all You’ve given me and for always taking care of me, for being by my side throughout everything… There isn’t enough for me to show you my gratitude or love.