Father, listen

father, I’m all worried about the person that I like compared to everything else. Despite having my exams, I still prefer to care about him. 

yesterday, as we were practicing for martial arts, he had his knee injured real bad. I’m really afraid that he couldn’t be walking anymore. He probably torn his tendons. So I want him to recover soon, Father. He will be going to Australia soon and I wouldn’t want him to go there with such bad injuries especially if he’s going there alone. If he’s meant to go there, help him to recover and let him have a safe flight going there and back home. I want him to be back home safely despite him not being mine. If he’s not meant to go, let him stay in the hospital for further recovery. 

thank you Father for listening


A Letter to God

Dear God, I’m troubled right now. I don’t have the confidence to be on stage again. I’ve never done a public speech before. Please help me Lord in making the right decision. I need your guidance father, please bless me with wisdom and confidence that I may be able to speak according to your will… I love you…

All that I wanted to say

Hi. Its me. This is not one of those prayer letters. Just plain talking. Noone to talk to, u see. I am learning to ride the bike nicely, finally, all thanks to you.

Every night, I cannot sleep in peace. There is something pricking me always inside my mind. I am always thinking of all the bad that can happen. I look at Athirah’s picture a lot these days. God, where are you? What are you waiting for? I am trying so hard, I am out of answers and ideas now. My mind is killing me. The present way of life is making me think of suicide.

You know everything. Where are you God? I want Athirah and the job God. U remember how much I wanted to be a President then? Today, I feel like its the biggest punishment that any man can get because of all his sins. This moment God. I cant even cry in peace. I need your help a lot rihght now. I swear one day soon I will commit suicide otherwise. I am loosing all control over me God.

I think I have done something very wrong in my past life and in this life. Maybe I hurt someone very badly and you are making me feel the same way as they felt. Sorry if that is the case.

U know some days I get lost in the pain inside my head and just dream of the things that I so badly want. For a moment, peace comes back. And then its gone again.

What should I do God? How do I get through this? Tell me what to do and I’ll do. God, I have not had one friend in the past 7-8 years. Its very lonely out here. There is love inside of my hesrt. Just need a chance to show it. You know it all. Why am I even telling you? Please. Help me no.

Bye. Love you. Take care.

I’m so lost right now, dear God. And I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I don’t trust anyone. Even myself. I have no idea what’s wrong. Am I getting bad again? Please, don’t let this happen. Please keep me in lane, I don’t wanna loose track again. I hate what’s going on with me right now, I know only you can fix it. So I put everything into your hands. I trust you. And I know you’ll make it better. All I’m asking is for your grace. Please strengthen me and remind me that everything will work out the way they’re suppose too. I love you. Amen. 

Lord, I am so lost right now. I feel so low about myself. I don’t know how to keep going because I don’t think I can do it. And I’m about to give up. I know I wanted this all my life, and I really have no idea what’s wrong. I’m sorry if I have so little faith right now. But please, please give me something to keep me going. And guide me to every step I take. Please, don’t let me fall down. I know I can do it with your help. So,I’m asking for your grace again. I’m sorry for asking too much. Please, I don’t want to be like this again. Show me they way. Show me I can. I trust you and I love you. Amen.

My dear heavenly father, first of all I would like to thank you for your endless guidance and blessings. Thank you for shed of blood on the cross for my sin. Thank you for breaking me and torn into pieces and purifying my heart. Its not easy but you never let go of me. For I am your Child, Your bride and your Church. Thank you for the unfailing love. I surrender everything to you by the power of the name Jesus Christ. I can do nothing but you alone God can do everything for me. Please show me the way into your perfection and lead me the way to your right plans for me. I pray in the name of Jesus. Amen.

Dear Jesus

I thank you for what you have done on the cross for me! I thank you for your love! I thank you that your always by my side, even if i cant feel you! Your so amazing! I feel to unworthy for your love! Jesus I love you so much!! I want to be a follower!! Please forgive me!

I love you Jesus!   ♥


Dear God,

I have a friend who diagnosed with ALS a few months ago.  In that time she has gone from walking normally to a wheelchair full time. This past week ahe lost the use of her left arm. Today she had to quit her job. She has touched us all so much with her love and strength.  Watching her leave today was heartbreaking for all of us at the office. I pray tonight that you would wrap your arms around her. Comfort her friends and family and give her what she needs for the journey ahead. May Your will be done.  Thank you for keeping her close.

In Jesus Name I Pray


Dear God,

I know that asking for something myself is extremely selfish, but I would like to ask just this once, because this is very important to me. Tomorrow I have soccer tryouts for my high school, and there feels like there are a lot of people who expect me to make varsity. Last year, I was on junior varsity, and I was not very good. Being on Varsity this year is extremely important to help me keep my dream of playing college soccer possible. I ask for your blessings and prayers. I do not have very much confidence in myself because I’m not in as good shape as they are in terms of cardio and endurance. I know my Dad and grandmother are up there with you sending there blessings to me, and I hope you will too. Now, it feels like its all up to me at this point however there is some comfort in knowing that important people have their best interests for you. I love you very much, and I hope everything goes well tomorrow. Unfortunatley, I’m counting on you to help give me strength and self confidence to help me do my best and do better than Ive ever done before. I love you so much.



Peace and forgiveness in the world

Dear God,

           Please let there be peace in the world. Sow love, forgiveness, tolerance and kindness in all.  After thousands of years of war, I am sure mankind should be tired of killing each other.  

           Please grant wisdom to our leaders and pursue peaceful endings to all conflicts, if not for our sake, for the sake of our children.

Dear God,

Thank you for all of the good things you have brought to my life and thank you for the wonderful family that i have.

I really need your help, i have been praying to you and to my late grandmother who recently joined you in heaven. Please forgive my boyfriend for whatever he may have done, i know he may have sinned in the past but he is the most loving kind person. He needs a chance and for this cycle of bad luck to break. Please can you see that he is a good person and for him to have some good luck getting a job.

I know there are far more important things going on in the world that need your attention, i just really want him to be happy God thats all. 

Please forgive him and make him happy. 

Dear God

Could you make people who already make me disappointed and sad everyday being people who always make me smile, respect and nice to me everyday ? I’ve been tired being a person who always get ignored

Tell to my parents that I always love them and want to meet & hug them although only in dream

Please God!

Why did Jesus cry out, “My God, My God, why have you forsaken Me?Please God am very sorry for my sins. father please have mercy on me in the Almighty name of your son Jesus Christ. God I need your help, I need your blessing, father I am very grateful for how far you have brought me. I cannot do anything without your help. I live for you God. You ate the only reason why I am still alive. I try to be happy and hopeful just because of you not because of any human being on the face of this earth. I care and love my family, but God I am always alone. No one knows what I have been through. No one knows my pain, I am afraid to open to anyone because they simply won’t understand. God you know my heart and you know my intention are good, I know need you to guide and teach me your will. May your will be done. Please grant me strength, patience and wisdom God, I feel like nothing in my life is progressing.Do some new in my life God .i beg U!! Thank you an answered prayer God in Jesus Name Amen.