It’s been more than a month since I wrote a letter to you and I’m so sorry for being so busy doing worldly stuff and I know that’s not good. I’m sorry, I’m sorry for my sins please forgive me, forgive all of us. There are so many thoughts that I have in my head and feelings that I have. Days, weeks and months have passed and there were so many things that happened in my life and I don’t know why. God I want to know the lessons that I’m going to learn in these situations. I know there is a reason behind everything, I don’t want to ask why me? But I couldn’t help it. Instead of asking that question “why me?” I want to ask “what do you want me to learn in this situation?” I know that I shouldn’t be confused on what’s happening but then I’m too weak and dumb to have troubles and fears. God I confess everything to you, and please forgive me for everything, please. I’m not so sure about our Korea trip, I mean if it’s going to be “for real” God you know my dreams, desires and everything you are the one who knows everything about me, inside and out and I’m really sure that you know my dreams to be famous, to be a model, an actress and to go in Korea and now here’s the opportunity for me to turn my dreams into reality all I need to do now is do my best, practice and improve what I really have to improve but then the feelings that I have now are not helping me to grow and be at my best. God, I am nothing without you, I am lost without you and I am absolutely weak without you. God, from the bottom of my heart and soul I am humbly asking for your wisdom, guidance and love. Please protect us, and teacher Ana too who will be with me if ever we will go to Korea. Please be our protector in our everyday lives, please be with us. I trust you God and I’m sorry because at times my heart and my mind is too weak to doubt, to get easily confuse and to have troubles in my mind. I’m sorry. God whatever your plan is and whatever you have for us, I lay it all to you. As I said this morning while travelling to go to work, I lay everything to you God, I want your will be done not mine, whatever the future may bring I trust you with all my heart and soul. My life is for you, only for you. I love you God and I always will.