losing hope

Dear God…you are the one who knows the truth…God…I know these are the result of my own Bad karmas…God…I ask for forgiveness. ..I know I cannot undo my wrong deeds…but right know all I can  do is ask for forgiveness. ..God….I’m just not able to handle such an unstable life…im tired of diverting my mind…and pretending to myself that everything is normal…God..I’m losing patience and hope…my dreams are fading away gradually. …I’ve become the reason for everybody’s pain. ..God…please carry me in your arms…and take me towards the right direction. .im lost..I don’t know to which direction am I taking my life to…God..even if you guide me to the right path..I will not be able to follow your guidance coz I don’t have the strength and the courage to do it…so I pray to you to carry me and take my life towards your right path and please do what is best for all of us…God…Its only you who can understand me…its only you who knows that im not wrong. ..please protect us from all the bad name …please protect us from all the evil…God…I don’t intend to hurt anyone….I truly wish to see them.happy….but God…what do I do….I know I am the reason for all the unhappiness in thier lives….take care of everything God…and please give us strength to understand that You will not let anything go wrong. ..I am tired of living my life in fear…God…please help…please God…please ….I need to live with a free mind….

Dear Jesus,

 I am suffering from a very painful abscess in my arm pit and it really hurts.And the major problem is i got a good job and i have to start my training next week.If i continue to be sick i might be appropriate to go to my training and therefore even might lose the job.I am taking medicine currently,but it shows very less improvement only.Please cure my abscess and please let me be fit enough to go to my job.Let your will be done!!

Dear God,

Thank you for your endless guidance and blessings. I’ve always wanted to go to my dream fashion school in Belgium / France. And I’m about to compete on a fashion design competition. Please bless me on that big day so that i and my model can do our best, so that we can learn from the experience, so that i have good things to write on my CV, so that i can do well in my future studies afterwards. Amen.

Dear God 

Today it is my birth day..i thank you so much that you let me to see this day.Dear God i  have a question for you my Holy father.Why you not allowed for me a marriage and establishing of my own family until this day? now i am 41 years old.My heart breaks when i think about my situation,as a woman no body wants to marry me.I don’t know why?

Any ways i thank you so much

Dear Lord ,

I thank you for all the blessings that you continue to bestow upon us. Thank you for shed of blood on the cross for my sin. Thank you for breaking me and torn into pieces and purifying my heart. Its not easy but you never let go of me. For I am your Child , Your bride and your Church. Thank you for the unfailing love. 

Lord , you know the desires of my heart. But is your WILL be done to me. You said to your people Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans i have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you , plans to give you hope and a future. Lord I am lifting up my hands to you. I surrender everything to you by the power of your name Jesus Christ. I can do nothing but you alone God can do everything for me. Please show me the way into your perfection and lead me the way to your right plans for me. Help me to see my purpose in life. I am giving up to you In Jesus Mighty Name. Amen!

Help me God

Dear God, 

I am here again asking for your help. Help me pass my exam Lord. If it’s for me you’ll allow it to happen if not, I know you have better plans for me. I want to thank you for all the blessings you’ve given me and my family. Thank you for always keeping my husband and family safe. Lord God please help me to help my family in the Philippines. Help me to bring them here too. And please help my husband to be successful on his job and to his comics. Thank you God. I love you.

Jesus Please give me my PAPA back

Dear Jesus,

I have read and gone through many articles that says you can bring a person back from dead to life. I have full faith in you &  on those articles and blog.I think its you who have showed me this path to pray and request you that please bring my papa back to life as he was with my family before. I not only pray but beg you to fulfill my wish. My family will be very grateful to you. You very well know from what my family is going through. Please show some mercy and kindness to us.Please give me my father back. My family promise to follow the path you showed to humanity.Please forgive all our sins if any. But return my father back. Do some miracle . I know you can do it some or other way. I am waiting for your miracle my Papa..Amen

Once More

My God:

I am here once again.  I know You know my heart but I want to tell You once more.  I am sorry for being a disappointment to You.  My life has been challenging and I haven’t done well.  I thank You for the life but as You know I haven’t been up to the challenge.  I miss You in my life.  I am lonely and sad and I know You don’t want that for me.  Please help me to make sense of things.  Please help me to find my way through the darkness.  Please help me to be a blessing and not a burden.  Dearest Lord God, please help me to start over once more and this time do it right.

Dear Lord

I was with my partner for 10 years. We both went through some extremely difficult experiences his will be with him forever as they affected his health. Over the last few months he began to change and things became very strained. I believe he is angry, frightened and confused. Please find a way to his heart and open his eyes to see that I love him very much and although I couldn’t be there as much as he’d liked I did make time for him. I miss him so much and I care for him so much I just want to hold his hand and be with him through our lives. 

Amen

Lost love

Dear Lord

I was with my partner for 10 years. We both went through some extremely difficult experiences his will be with him forever as they affected his health. Over the last few months he began to change and things became very strained. I believe he is angry, frightened and confused. Please find a way to his heart and open his eyes to see that I love him very much and although I couldn’t be there as much as he’d liked I did make time for him. I miss him so much and I care for him so much I just want to hold his hand and be with him through our lives. 

Amen

My lord,

Plz forgive me for all my mistakes…and thanks for all your blessing.

Plz god make my only wish true.don’t let her go…plz dont make me alone.ii cant live without her.

I imagine my lyf impossible without her.i love her unconditionally…

Plz make my only wish true…

Thank u god love u god

God thank you so much for all that you have done for me.  As I look back over everything that you have brought me through over the past few years I feel blessed and undeserving of your love and mercy.  I have no idea why you love me as much as you do, but I can see it in everything.  I am not perfect and you know my heart.  I try to live as righteously as possible and to always do unto others as I would have done unto me.  My heart is grieved today.  I love Lord and I love hard.

You reasoned with me that my last relationship would likely not end well, but I stubbornly did not yield to your word.  I forged ahead and now I am heartbroken.  Lord have mercy on me.  Longing for this relationship is causing me much grief and agony.  I feel that I sin more everyday b/c this relationship ended without closure.  I know that the truth can be extremely painful, but Lord you are the truth.  I am not healed b/c I do not know the truth.  Please heal me from my pain and rebuild my capacity to love again.

In my heart I believe that this person loved me, but was too afraid to say so.  I believe this from the depths of my soul.  Knowing the truth of how this person felt about me will set me free and all I want is for this to happen.  I don’t want to live in the unknown.  Lord please forgive me for all that I have done.  Please have mercy on me by providing me with the closure that I need to move on, in Jesus’ name I pray Amen.